(Mayo 2020)
Escribí este primer poema durante la cuarentena por el Coronavirus. Está en inglés pero habla sobre como, a pesar de todo lo que está pasando y como nuestro mundo está cambiando por completo, seguimos siendo afortunados.
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The breeze blew the leaves in the wrong direction
Wind singing and swirling and sounding
It was supposed to be winter but the sun cast our shadows
Way before we knew, we were already in the battle
We were the fortunate ones
We were the ones who had parents and family
We were the ones who got an education and hoped for graduation
We were the ones that had food on our tables and roofs to protect us
But what is protection?
Is a mother’s love protection?
Is a father’s commitment protection?
Is a house molded into a home protection?
When did school become a prison and then become a hope?
We were the fortunate ones
The ones who lived by the same routine every day
Were you bored then?
Are you bored now?
We were the fortunate ones
We were the ones who had healthcare
We were the ones who had leisure
Routine kept you busy but bored but now you’re just bored and busy
Worrying
What’s tomorrow going to be like?
We were the fortunate ones who never had to worry about that
Can we overcome this?
You ask yourself when you have nothing left to do but hope
Hope
Hope is a funny thing
It can either lift you off your knees or slap you in the face
But it’s everywhere
It’s in the sick’s faces when their doctors come back with their results
It’s in the kid’s faces when their parents come to pick them up
It’s in the sun’s peeking rays and the clouds’ moody rains
And it’s in me.
Who am I?
Am I the person writing this now?
Am I the woman I want to become?
Am I the girl trying to belong?
Anywhere, somewhere, there
Where?
But I know I’m one of the fortunate ones
Because thirty three days
Seven hundred and ninety two hours later
I still have a family
I still have an education
I still have food on my table
I still have a roof over my head
But now my home’s become my prison and the world has become my hope
I am a fortunate one
Because I am not confined to living with my aggressor
Because I don’t have to spend my last years isolated for the lesser
Worried that if my family come visit and they caught it and brought it I won’t be able to stop it
Stop it?
They thought they could stop it
But then they stopped talking and started coughing
Coughing then sneezing then hoping then living
Or
Dying
We woke up
The fortunate ones had to wake up and step up
That routine that kept us busy but bored
Wake up, get up, clean up
Go there, come back, wait now
Study hard, work it out, work it off
Lie down, calm down, gone time
And wake up, get up, clean up
Go there, come back, wait now
Study hard, work it out, work it off
Lie down, calm down –
STOP.
Now wake up
What now?
You know what now
Wait. Think. Feel. Wonder. Stop.
Smile. Cry. Hope. Wait. Stop.
You are still a fortunate one.
Take out the dog
Throw out the garbage
Clap from your window
Although they won’t hear you
It’s the hope that matter
Call your whole family
Text all your friends
Love unconditionally
Cause forever found an end and living a when.
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Considero que esta actividad me permite conseguir los Resultados de Aprendizaje 1 y 2 puesto que con cada canción que escribo, identifico en mi misma los puntos fuertes y las áreas en las que necesito mejorar para mejorar las canciones. Además afronto algunos desafíos y desarrollo nuevas habilidades en el proceso de escritura.